hard drive
Both songs by Evan Dando. Click here or on the image below to listen
Shots Is Fired is what you feel when you've bruised your feet from what you thought was a march to a hopeful end and the road all of a sudden forks and both paths look bleak and turning back is not an option and neither is a pause because you hear the ticking on your wrist that says time is running out. You wonder how in hell you even got here when just a moment ago or was it just a moment ago when everything was so straight and so simple and so sure and you remember that you tried to blaze a trail because you weren't content with straight simple sure. Whatever part of you that's been calling the shots is fired. Tell him you've lost control how could it be how could he let you down how could he leave you on your own. But you gotta do it you gotta take a step left right right left it doesn't matter just make that step close your eyes it's gonna be okay it's gonna be fine maybe it's even gonna be easy but who are we kidding. Whatever. Get in motion. Hard Drive is what you feel when you know you'll get there you'll get to it it'll be over if not soon then eventually. You'll see it. A familiar street. A house of a friend. Your name on a tree trunk. Faded paint on wooden gate. Home. Porch. A path to the ocean. A hand to hold. Palm on palm. Fingers locked. Fingers touching the back of the hand. Loose skin. Wrinkled skin. You touch each other's aged face. And wouldn't you know it. You're happy, just when it matters.
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